Rants #1

Its been so hard and hurt lately. To actually realise many sides of you have not been 'sibghah' with Iman, with Islam. It is so disappointing to actually knowing that after these 3 years, there are still a lot more to be purified, to be sental-ed, to be clorox-ed! After all I feel blessed and grateful to have those 'dush' and 'pang' coming to hit this stubborn head and heart, Alhamdulillah :)

May Allah keep me steadfast in this path. 

Wahai hati, jangan pernah rasa penat, its just the beginning. To a lot more 'dush' and 'dang'! Moga lebih tabah utk menggapai syurga nan tinggi!

"Sekiranya (yang kamu serukan kepada mereka) ada keuntungan yang mudah diperoleh dan perjalanan yang tidak seberapa jauh, niscaya mereka mengikutimu, tetapi tempat yang dituju itu terasa sangat jauh bagi mereka. Mereka akan bersumpah dengan (nama) Allah, "Jikalau kami sanggup niscaya kami berangkat bersamamu." Mereka membinasakan diri sendiri dan Allah mengetahui bahwa mereka benar-benar orang yang berdusta. (9:42)"

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Dunkirk, Nottingham 1:08 PM 11/12/16