"Learn how to stand alone."
This seems so real now. Dia memang sedang tarbiah aku untuk pandai hidup sendiri. Untuk tidak bergantung pada sesiapa selain Dia. Dulu, kami ramai, Allah campakkan aku ke bumi UK bertiga sahaja. Itupun aku masih rasa selamat, just because I still have another 2 backbones. I am forever grateful for their presence as I know I am not that strong.
This time around, Allah seolah nak ajar, kau akhirnya memang akan sendiri. Orang yang kau sayang takkan selamanya ada bersama. Even the person who is very dear to you may not liking your presence. You're not everyone cup of tea. You must know how to walk alone. You must how to be strong on your own. And.. at the end of the day, it will be just you and Allah.
"Jangan berada atas jalan ini kerana orang dan jangan sekali-kali tinggalkan jalan ini kerana orang" -quoted
Very true indeed. People will come and go. Those who were with you might not be with you anymore. But its so illogical and irrational for you to leave this journey just because they are not here.
It does feel a little bit lonely now. I never know that I could be this much affected. But I believe, His lesson is never too late or too soon!
Oh hati, let's embrace this tarbiyah and let's grow big and bigger.
To my dear akhawati fillah, jom tsabat sama2 dan kalau tiba-tiba tak nampak saya lagi disini, please cari saya sampai lubang cacing pun. Please...
