Just me ranting and complaining about how difficult project could be. Tbh, I'd love going to lab and preparing samples but when it comes to collecting data its like pain in the neck. The data can be good sometimes and crap & cray most of the time. I was like whyyyyyyyyy. I'm so tired. Seriously exhausted. This project thingy definitely testing my patience (I wasn't that sabr, tbh) But a massive respect to those phd students, they never give up and very optimistic. I'm more like pessimist I would say. I just cannot brain how they manage to survive bcs I barely surviving for the past 1 month! Lols.
But thats not my point. Today I was excited bcs I know Im gonna get some data etc etc. Unfortunately, the excitement wasn't last long when the machine decided to crack today and so the software too! Its like a back to back menyampah-ness. HAHA. Seriously dude, why today. Cant you just wait till the weekend -,-
Its about 1130am and I was so tired. I decided to go to tearoom and have some food. And there goes my thoughts running and wandering reflecting of what had happened.
** Im so tired that I sleep while writing this seriously**
** Im so tired that I sleep while writing this seriously**
It hits me when Qisth asked, did you set any intention before going to lab? Indeed, niat, its like the most important basic thing you should do before doing anything. When your intention is wrong, everything gonna be wrong too. Even though it seems right. But when your intention is right, everything gonna be alright. By alright I mean, youre not gonna be disappointed or get angry when things going crap. Yeah its human to feel sad, but that will not affect your mood/day. You just sad but move on, try another one. Think of how to improve. It applies in every aspect of life. Keep your intentions only for the sake of Allah and Rasulullah. And He will always have your back!
I am talking to myself.
Boots science building, Nottingham 23/3/2017
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