Rants #3 ; Lost

I have been so lost.

I couldn't find my self confidence.

I couldn't find my strength.

I couldn't be proud of who I am.

In the middle of gaining the strength. 

In the middle of toping up self esteem.

Because..

I know Im valuable.

I know Im worth it.

But now all I can see are weaknesses. 

It breaks me down.

My heart just wanna scream out loud.

Hoping someone will understand.

No they didn't understand.

But then I realised..

I have Allah, 

No matter how I tried to make people understand

Allah will always be the most understanding of my problem

Of what I were looking for

Its a matter of how you're turning back to Him, everything

...

Spring is coming,
Chin Up!


Notts, UK 18/3/2017

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