Post jaulah Sabah, terus demam for about a week. Post demam, wisdom tooth pula nak tumbuh makanya gusi bengkak lead to infection and the rest is history. I rarely had fever and I usually didnt take medicine bcs as a pharmacy student, you wouldnt want to eat ubat that much. But this time, I surrender. I had to take pcm and 3 weeks course of abx due to my tonsillitis and pericoronitis (such a term!).
I had fever when we actually had program, so that time its either to fight your fever or you just want to layan it. Masa tu reflect gila bila tgk akhawats yang sakit teruk2 but still able to push themselves utk buat yang terbaik untuk dakwah. Pergh dahsyat. Baru demam sikit dah fikir ohh I need rest bcs at first I think the fever was due to back to back program (tkdelah back to back sgt, it just that my body not used to it bcs its beeeeeeen awhile, wow what uk made me, kk tu cerita lain =='). Lol lembiknya kau ni.
Sepanjang demam tu ramainya org yang mengingatkan ttg penghapusan dosa which is satu nikmat yang Allah nak bagi. Yeah, we all know about it. Sakit tu kan kafarah dosa. Cumanya sejauh mana kita beriman dgn hadis tu. As for me, for the first few days of demam I still can tolerate it. I still can fight it. But when it continues for about a week rasa cm aihh penat laa demam ni. I want to eat delicious food! I dont want bubur anymore, I dont want ubat, I dont want to telan blood (due to gum bleeding), bla bla bla complaining (humans :/).
This conversation hit me a bit. Sejauh mana diri ini nak merebut peluang yang Allah nak bagi. Hey, Allah nak gugurkan dosa dosa kau kot. Sepatutnya this is the best time for you to perbaiki mana mana part yang masih lompong. Sepatutnya happy Allah masih pandang kita yang hina ni, nak tolong kurangkan dosa2 yang ada. Baiknya Allah nak bagi peluang ni kat aku. Yet me is complaining of how laparnya xdpt merasa makan sedap2. Lol Nadhirah.
Now, alhamdulillah, Im getting better. Trying to get back on track. Doakan moga terus melaju! InshaAllah.
#justfeelthatineedtowritethis
#forfuturereference
Home sweet home 15/8/2017
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